i got to understand alot of things.
npdp training today.
today's the second last training before the big day.
drat.
i think i'll miss training after it's over.
and i'll miss the trainers too. D:
haha!
jasper sir was super lame today.
when i went to throw the plates and put the tray back, he was like trying to aim his cup into the dustbin.
ended up landing on my tray ._.
he went: *sheepish* oh sorry!
and he picked up the cup and threw it away.
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B-I-M-B-O.
haha!
that's like so befitting for SOME people ah. :D
they crack us up!
hahahaha!
how can they try to get us to leave last! :/
area13area13area13? HAHAHA.
no area 13ers. xD
yesterday:
had another talk.
yeah.
sometimes,the truth just hurts.
and i realised it yesterday.
when she said it, i was thinking that maybe some of that hatred had attributed from it.
i know that i hurt her too.
she's in turmoil i guess.
but so what?
like we arent.
i cant believe i trusted her so much.
i cant believe i held her in such high regard.
i cant believe that she's such a disappointment.
i cant believe that she would do such a thing.
i cant believe i'm acting like this now.
i knew this would happen.
yet,how could i stop it?
i blame myself.
no i don't blame you.
you have your obligations.
i understand.
and i blame myself SOLELY for being such an idiot.
such a fool.
such a sucker.
i just let it all happen.
but dont worry.
i'm not pathetic
i'm not like her.
i'm not an attention seeker.
i'm not a bitch.
in fact,
the worst part is:
i trust someone else more.
does it come as a shock to you?
maybe.
maybe not.and then got crezawards!
YAY MICHELLE WON. (:
i cant believe
SCsquared won though.
bimbos.
with buttless shaking.
pathetic.
.............................................
i mean,seriously.
are the judges blind or what?
UNTITLED ARTIST WAS MUCH BETTER LA PLEASE.
PAUL TWOHILL.
= PAULA?
hahaha!
;help the underdog.
lest it starts whining later.
